Memory – A new explanation of how your memory works.

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There are two vital phenomena that are behind the total creation of any and all life. Love and Memory.

Love is the conscious life, the reason, the drive, the exquisite explosion of who, what, how, and why. Memory is what makes Love alive and what gives Love a past and a when, a meaning to the present. Memory is what gives Love the ability to ponder itself, or any part of itself to ponder any other part of itself, to think, to analyze, to explore while knowing it is exploring, to gain experience and wisdom, and to use it.

Our memory is one of the biggest parts of our minds/lives, one of the most fascinating parts of who we are, and the part that most defines who we are. If we couldn’t remember what we have done, what we have experienced and felt, we would not be able to learn. Everything that we do is based on being able to remember our experience and on what, how and when we have learned what we have learned.

I was pondering the phenomena of the memory one day, trying to understand “Where is my memory?” I was asking myself, “How is it even possible for me to remember the amount of information that is generated by the creation of my life, moment by moment? Just the amount of memory generated second to second is mind blowing. Where is all the information stored?” I was meditating on this, asking the universe to show me how all of this was possible, when I was given a vision.

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If you were to travel out into space for about a million miles and then turn back around and look at the Earth, spinning and moving around the Sun in its incredible revolution, and if you could step out of time so that you could see the path the Earth has taken in time, you would see that the earth has followed an ever spiraling path that would go back in time to the beginning, when it was created. Since the beginning, the Sun has been moving on its path through our Galaxy, and the Earth has been spinning and revolving around the Sun, leaving a spiral trail all the way up to this moment in time.

That spiral path is where all of our memory is located. For you, from the moment you were born, your memory path has been part of the Earth’s spiral path up to this moment in time. Your memories of all your life experiences are right where you left them, spiraling back in time until the moment you were born. We will refer to this part of our memory as the Spiral. Some people can even remember lifetimes they had, farther down the Spiral and most people can do this after they learn how.

Since I had that vision, I have been working with my Guides to understand more about how the memory works metaphysically and this is what I have learned.

There are two memory functions that are connected to the third eye. They are actually major chakras located above the Crown Chakra. The one directly above the Crown Chakra is called the Manas Chakra and the one above that is called the Shear Chakra. The word Shear is a word my guides gave to me to name this Chakra.

The Manas Chakra

If you could see the Manas Chakra of an adult, it would appear that the person would have a multicolored sphere hovering over their head. In adults, this Manas Sphere serves as the place where short term memory is located.

The Manas Chakra functions like a program that remembers patterns. Microsoft Word has a program that searches for words in a document. If you look for the word “now” and search a document, the search will show you everyplace you can find the word “now”. The Manas Chakra works in a similar although more complex fashion. It is constantly making a person aware of and attuned to the patterns around them—patterns of acting and reacting, comfort and annoyances, pain and pleasure—and it is constantly giving us the stimulus to move and to figure out what to do with our time.

When a child is born, the Manas Chakra completely encapsulates his/her physical body, again looking like a sphere that reaches about eight to ten feet around the child. So the Manas Chakra is constantly making the child aware of patterns and when a person comes into the field of the Chakra, the child can feel how that person is feeling, the same way the person feels themselves to some degree. (We call individuals who retain this ability clairsenseate.) So when a person comes into the child’s Manas Chakra, what the child is getting through the Chakra is an awareness of the patterns of acting and reacting that that person is presenting. This enables the child to attune to the lineage, the patterns of acting and reacting that this family deems important. This enables the child to start making sense out of what is constantly happening around him/her according to his/her family’s lineage. Some of the patterns from each person that comes into his space establish the basic identities like who is mom, dad, grandparents, siblings, dog. Whatever the mindset of the people around the child present, the child will slowly learn to act and react in a similar fashion, thereby learning to understand by imitating the patterns.

As the child grows older, gaining experience, the patterns become easier and easier for the child to understand. And as the child grows older still, this feeling characteristic of the Chakra grows weaker and weaker, eventually leaving the child with just his physical senses and the ability to think for himself. Generally, around the age of seven, the Manas Chakra starts to recede upwards and within three to six years is completely above the person, no longer touching the physical body. So by the time the child is thinking for himself, the Chakra is above his body and being used for short term memory and his intuition. Again, it works a lot like your computer. Like when you’re on your home page and you have three or four addresses present, ready to bring one of them to the forefront with a simple click. Your Manas Chakra holds all the patterns you use daily, right there at the tip of your mind, ready to upload at a moment’s notice:

Patterns dealing with time, like: “Almost time to go to work!” “How long until lunch?” “Don’t forget to set the alarm clock.” “What should I do for Love Time today?” “I can’t wait for dessert!” etc…

Patterns of things you need to get done, like: you have to remember to pick up the clothes at the cleaner, there’s the dishes and the car to wash, you need to pay the bills, walk the dog, and get your parents an anniversary card, etc…

Patterns of things you do, like: the way you shave, wash, and brush your teeth, the way you make love to your partner or yourself, the way you walk, sit, chew your food, drive, and meditate…

Patterns of things you think about, like: the challenge you had with your mother yesterday, “Its Monday tomorrow, I hate Mondays!” “I wonder if I am going to get that job I applied for?” “It was so much warmer today—summer is coming!” “I am not watching the news any more, it just depresses me!” What do you think about?

Patterns within patterns within patterns.

The Manas Chakra works differently for each person but we can give you some ideas of generalities.

There are three factors that govern a person’s ability to use the Manas Chakra.

  1. One is their experience here on Earth, i.e. the age of the soul in terms of multiple lifetimes. Generally, older souls are able to use the Chakra more than younger souls and generally because they have more experience, they are more attuned to their intuition.

  2. Every person is born into a lineage, a lineage of unloving beliefs to heal. They are given some gifts and abilities to enable them to heal the unloving beliefs and habits of their lineage and if they so choose to heal them, they will receive even more gifts and abilities. Their lineage purpose will be a factor in the setting of their Manas Chakra abilities.

  3. There are Karmic factors that could govern a person’s ability to use the Chakra. Generally when a person is experiencing a Karmic affect, depending on the infraction, like lying, cheating, stealing, sexual dishonor, raging, etc… their Manas ability may be limited in some way that will move a person to grow stronger towards the opposite of their infraction. These types of limits and how they work will be explained in the Karma Chapter.

From these factors, each person’s ability to use the Manas Chakra is set and they live out their life. From that point, their ability to use the Chakra is governed by the person’s ability to grow, heal, and change unloving beliefs and habits… or not.

The Shear Chakra

Shear is a function of long term memory. It gives a person the ability to access the Spiral. The center of the Shear Chakra is connected to the third eye and from there the mind triangulates like a ray of light to an intended place on the Spiral—what s/he is trying to remember. It can take a person back to any point on their timeline, including previous life times for most people. The point desired is found through intention and a kind of a willful searching with the mind of the memory/spiral. This intentional searching enables a person to arrive at almost any point instantly or through just a few moments of searching. We refer to this function as remembering. Once there, she can become aware of some things and/or everything that is happening at that point in time in minute detail if needed, according to her intent and her Shear abilities.

The Shear Chakra is governed by the same three factors as the Manas Chakra: the age of the soul, the unloving beliefs of the lineage, and karma. In addition, the Shear is also governed by an intelligence factor. The more intelligent the person is, the stronger their Shear abilities are.

The Spiral is an exact trail of everything that happens. The creation of Earth is so important, so precious that there is never a time where any part of Earth’s creation disappears or is lost. If anything has ever happened, it is exactly where and when it happened on the Spiral. The Shear enables people to access the Spiral at either 100% or something less, and though that ability is set at birth it can change due to many factors. Constant stress/trauma in a person’s life can make the ability weaker. Conversely, if a person heals and releases their trauma, their Shear becomes stronger. I have had clients that could not remember any of their childhood because it was filled with so much trauma, but as they healed and released their trauma they were able to go back and remember parts or all of what had happened.

Some people have the ability to retain maximum memory, what we refer to as photographic memory. Quite often, these photographic memory gifts are coupled with certain qualities like being able to remember long numbers, or everything one has read, or complicated formulas, or exquisite music compilations, or even remember everything they have ever experienced in minute detail. Everyone else, something less.

Using myself as an example, my Guides have shown me that when I was a child of seven and eight, my short term memory/Manas and my long term memory/Shear were both about 80%. Said another way, I had the ability to access about 80% of my long and short term memory. When I learned how to generate and I almost generated myself to death (referring back to my life story, Chapter 1), the stress, trauma, and pain that I created in my life, cut the accessibility to my short term memory down to about 15% and my long term down to about 60%. Now that I have healed so many of my unloving beliefs, Love Reversals, and habits, and also released the pain of the trauma that was held within me, my short term memory is about 63% and my long term is up to the 80% I started with. Plus, the access to my short term memory is getting stronger day by day.

People that have photographic memory abilities usually start off close to a hundred percent and the ability usually wanes as they grow older, the reduction being caused by mental and emotional stress/trauma. As the stress/trauma is healed and released, the person may be able to retain their ability to use the Manas and the Shear. I am hoping to discover that when a person heals most or all of their unloving beliefs, Love Reversals, and habits (they obtain Doj,) they may be able to achieve photographic memory. We will see!

We are starting the Love Healing Process with this understanding of the Memory because it is really just nice to know, it can be comforting and useful.

When I received the vision of the Spiral, I was beside myself with excitement on just coming to understand a little about how the memory works. The Spiral just seems so smart, that everything that has ever happened here on Earth is possibly accessible to any of us who care to explore the past, if we can learn how. The past is not lost. It seems so valuable.

My guides shared with me that when people die, they step into the next part of their journey housed in and completely aware of their spiritual bodies. They also step out of time as we know it here on Earth and because of this, they gain the ability to see and experience any part of the Spiral easily. This enables them to go back and observe any and all parts of the life they just finished living, allowing them to explore and ponder, giving them priceless experience to aid them on their next adventure, life, or whatever is next for them.

The Spiral is useful to help you discover where, when, and how all your unloving beliefs were created. You can use the Spiral to graph all of your beliefs. We will show you how to do this in How To Find What You Believe, Chapter 18.

As we get into the science of how your beliefs are created and how they work, you will begin to understand why some memories seem like they happened just yesterday and why other memories seemed to just disappear. All your unloving beliefs started and have been functioning from your past and in order to heal those beliefs and the pain they cause you, you will be going back into your memory to find where you created them and how they started, so that you can understand them, heal them, and release the energy they have held within your bodies all this time. And as you heal those beliefs and release the pain, you will find that you will be able to remember those events that seemed to disappear.